[ It was too much to hope against hope that he'd be able to cut Sariel, instead of being met with the same kind of aloof kindness that he always displays. Angelo has to look away. ]
... I don't want to die a pointless death. That's all.
[ He had a place to die and Ish took it from him. Going back now makes it feel hollow and wrong. He knows now that even if he returns to holding his corpse, his Captian is no longer there.
So what's that feeling then, when you don't want to die a hollow death but resent living a hollow life as well? ]
suicidal ideation
... I don't want to die a pointless death. That's all.
[ He had a place to die and Ish took it from him. Going back now makes it feel hollow and wrong. He knows now that even if he returns to holding his corpse, his Captian is no longer there.
So what's that feeling then, when you don't want to die a hollow death but resent living a hollow life as well? ]