I’m not as brave or as driven as you guys. Honestly, before coming here, I don’t think I really cared if I lived or died in the first place.

[ she smiles bitterly, ashamed to even admit that about herself. she doesn’t add that, at that time, she would have most likely preferred to disappear all together, but she wouldn’t be surprised if sariel made the leap anyway.

she looks to the side, unable to meet sariel in the eyes. ]

If I manage to survive the war, then… I guess that’s a nice thing to look forward to. Finding a reason to live for.