( graha do you need to get some of that energy out a lil bit, he'll let you call him wol if it helps, )

Don't think I don't envy it, but that's really trouble with community! You care so conscientiously what might or might not be appropriate at every hour. Why not allow yourself this hour to your own wants, whatever they may be?

( graha said nothing about societal standards but hwy has opinions anyway about communities disapproving of the sacred art of smashing a beer bottle against your titties and chugging )