( He has to think on this one, which probably isn't heartening.
As he thinks, though, god he's so teary I'm losing track of his tears, he definitely teared up a Lot when talking about Gwawlyn, and he's tearing up again recalling Balthazar, though he seems to be trying to remain composed during trial. The grief is Extremely fresh - for Gwawlyn, despite his passing thousands of years ago, and Balthazar, who may as well have died moments ago for Hwylryn, and whose passing he re-experiences every Monday. )
... He tried. But he's weaker than me - I don't say this to boast or anything, though.
( lighting a candle for balthazar in the afterlife, he'd be so mad to hear hwylryn say this even though he knows it's true. northerners... )
So anything he managed to do was next to nothing in comparison.
But... if he could have managed it, I would have understood what he meant by it.
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As he thinks, though, god he's so teary I'm losing track of his tears, he definitely teared up a Lot when talking about Gwawlyn, and he's tearing up again recalling Balthazar, though he seems to be trying to remain composed during trial. The grief is Extremely fresh - for Gwawlyn, despite his passing thousands of years ago, and Balthazar, who may as well have died moments ago for Hwylryn, and whose passing he re-experiences every Monday. )
... He tried. But he's weaker than me - I don't say this to boast or anything, though.
( lighting a candle for balthazar in the afterlife, he'd be so mad to hear hwylryn say this even though he knows it's true. northerners... )
So anything he managed to do was next to nothing in comparison.
But... if he could have managed it, I would have understood what he meant by it.
( Love! )