[ She's been quiet as all of the discussions are being held. She sees that Dan Heng and Homura are attempting to honor her request over by Hwylryn. She'll remember that, and she is thankful, but she is not hopeful.
Hwylryn is simply a lost cause, barely but a glimpse of someone she thought she knew, at least a little. For someone who claims to be so earnest with his emotions, he sure did a good job at fooling Primrose – or her, at least – with having any semblance of genuine care. Lili thinks that he never cared. They were all just convenient for him to have around.
She was put into a situation and forced to judge all of these people, and to be quite frank, she's tired of spending time on strangers.
So, she will simply choose to go to the person who isn't, between the two guilty parties. She only really, truly sees him, after all.
She goes to Junior while he is on her knees. She'd be lying if she told him he didn't deserve how he's feeling now. At the end of the day, though, he has been used and manipulated by two people who he thought – and, perhaps, still thinks – are his friends...and yet, he was also the person who pulled the trigger on two kindhearted people. She can't even imagine the agony Sariel and G'raha experienced, but if it were up to G'raha, even after everything, he wouldn't want her to lose herself to her anger, to vengeance. He would tell her to not lose faith in humanity, in people, in those who were unjustly brought here.
Lili is irreparably broken, but the part of her that's still alive (but perhaps not truly living) gets her to gently go to her knees, too. She looks at him tiredly. ]
Take a moment to catch your breath.
[ She sure has words for him, but she wants him to really hear them. Panicking is not going to allow for that. ]
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Hwylryn is simply a lost cause, barely but a glimpse of someone she thought she knew, at least a little. For someone who claims to be so earnest with his emotions, he sure did a good job at fooling Primrose – or her, at least – with having any semblance of genuine care. Lili thinks that he never cared. They were all just convenient for him to have around.
She was put into a situation and forced to judge all of these people, and to be quite frank, she's tired of spending time on strangers.
So, she will simply choose to go to the person who isn't, between the two guilty parties. She only really, truly sees him, after all.
She goes to Junior while he is on her knees. She'd be lying if she told him he didn't deserve how he's feeling now. At the end of the day, though, he has been used and manipulated by two people who he thought – and, perhaps, still thinks – are his friends...and yet, he was also the person who pulled the trigger on two kindhearted people. She can't even imagine the agony Sariel and G'raha experienced, but if it were up to G'raha, even after everything, he wouldn't want her to lose herself to her anger, to vengeance. He would tell her to not lose faith in humanity, in people, in those who were unjustly brought here.
Lili is irreparably broken, but the part of her that's still alive (but perhaps not truly living) gets her to gently go to her knees, too. She looks at him tiredly. ]
Take a moment to catch your breath.
[ She sure has words for him, but she wants him to really hear them. Panicking is not going to allow for that. ]