[As Lili spoke, presenting him with an opportunity that he in no way expected to receive from her after everything, he couldn't help but think of something Clover had said during curfew.
Whenever you make a choice, you generally lose out on the other options.
This was one of those times. Once again, in a matter of so many days, he was being asked to make a choice. Neither felt right, or easy, and he knew what whichever one he went with, the other door would be closed to him forever. Maybe to others here, maybe from the outside looking in, it was an easy decision to make. Between two kind people, only one of them had used him.
But he was just a boy. A hurt child who hurt others.]
I couldn't bear it if I hurt you again.
[And he just didn't know if he never would, because as much as he didn't want to, he simply didn't trust himself.]
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Whenever you make a choice, you generally lose out on the other options.
This was one of those times. Once again, in a matter of so many days, he was being asked to make a choice. Neither felt right, or easy, and he knew what whichever one he went with, the other door would be closed to him forever. Maybe to others here, maybe from the outside looking in, it was an easy decision to make. Between two kind people, only one of them had used him.
But he was just a boy. A hurt child who hurt others.]
I couldn't bear it if I hurt you again.
[And he just didn't know if he never would, because as much as he didn't want to, he simply didn't trust himself.]